Every time they are afraid

I have to ask

Someone

Why


What happened

To give them terror


When they bleed

Why don’t they say so

Why don’t they ask

For help


Do they still think

No one will answer


Hug their small frames

They don’t respond

They pull away

Why do they have to hurt


Do they know

How to be loved


They have survived

But not their innocence

Shed emotion and hope

Fallen through the thorns


On the other side

Empty


Connect to their eyes

Void and detached:

Safe, at a distance

They don’t look back


Why don’t they cry

In the night

Why don’t they ask

For help


How do they laugh

How do they grin

How do they forgive

How can they move


Is it too late for them to learn

They can be loved?


Why are they scarred

On their skin and

In their hearts?

Why are they torn?


Who beat them

Who burned them

Who forgot them

Where is their blood


Where is this God

Of whom I’ve heard


Where is this Love

Of which I’ve been told


How did He watch

Where were His eyes

When they screamed

When they were broken


Where was His face

Hidden

Unturned

Unaffected


Those reasons

That they won’t hug

Those monsters

Who drew these scars


Where is their blood?


I am unworthy?

To untie His shoe?

Show Yourself

Then I’ll tremble


Where is this Face of Christ

Where is His hand of justice

Where is the Fire of Wrath

Where is my Miracle of Mercy

Who is this God?

I AM

I AM

the King Crowned in Thorns

I AM

the Innocent Lamb

I AM

the Beaten Prince

I AM

the God that Bled

I AM

the Garden Gate

I AM

the First Laugh

I AM

the Final Light

I AM

the Firstborn from the Grave

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Their pain burns you?

Before there was fire

I felt every thorn

I burned to meet them


Are you weak from your ire?

You want their blood?

Why do you think

I bled


You want my hand?

Here are my people

The least of these

The children


You want a miracle?

Bought and sanctified

From the foundation

You are my miracle


You want my eyes?

Look upon my face

Broken

And scarred


Every smile

Every laugh

Every embrace

By my hand


Every joy from my wounds


I AM not an image you will find

In a place

In a song

Even in a photo


You want my face?

Here are my brothers

Second-born from the grave

Perfected in corruption


Here is My Image

The Face of Christ

I am not

I am nothing

And I deserve nothing

Even my rage


I call my anger

Righteous

I call my judgments

Justified


Here You are

And here I tremble

A melting shadow

In a brilliant light


I am unworthy

To untie His shoe

I would defile

His muddy clothes


I am unfit

To share with Him

My humble food

Or table seat


I would desecrate His path

With my broom

I would dishonor his bruises

With my bandage


I could not raise

My hand to

Wipe away a tear

Of sweat and Blood


I could not look Him

In the eye

And let that light

Incinerate my soul


There is nothing here

That can be loved


I am empty of my rage

I am empty of my worth

You are

You are nothing

And you are unworthy

And you are broken


What strange and mighty Love

AM I

That I would come

For you, too


That I would call you

Whole

That I would make you

Mine, too


Are you weak from your self?

Is your blood rotten?

This is why

I bled


You want my hand?

Here is my hand

Take it

Freely


You want a miracle?

Bought and sanctified

From the foundation

You are my miracle


You want my eyes?

Look at Me

And know

You are now worthy


By my hands

By my wounds

You are new

Second-born

I AM

with you in the fire

I AM

with you in the garden

I AM

with you from before all

I AM

with you until the end of the age

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